APAC 2010 Journal: Reflection

So the tale of 17 nearly men (led by 4 leaders) who set out with little hope came back as men with shattered hearts. It was a journey of hope with years of preparation within each individual capacity, all of which made this hammering blow in APAC 2010 ever more excruciating.

Regardless, it was a mammoth quest to begin with, not impossible if the belief was strong enough but there was too much fear. Oh yes, fear was looming around but there was also courage. The men understood that they have to summon every ounce of courage they had to face the giants but the will did not last long enough and at times, crumbled too easily when given a few blows here and there.

There was growth as well amidst the adversities. The men realised they lacked heart and drive and what it takes to bear the flag - they learned it the hard way. But the sacrifice was not in vain as a new culture has been born out of it and will set precedent for future generations to follow when they wander down the same road.

Siap sedia berkorban, untuk ibu pertiwi.

In the end, realisation and reflection upon oneself is essential. The men may have failed, but we must all learn why they have failed and what remedies should be taken so that future generations will not share the same fate. The horizon seemed to be looming with darkness. Perseverance is what it takes and at such a time like this, we need it ever than before. The next ray of light may just penetrate through any moment now, but before that happens, let us brave ourselves to re-align our mindsets, train harder than ever and then march out to face what lies ahead.

Semboyan telah berbunyi, menuju medan bakti.

By Khor Kuan Yang, #27